F*ck you

Been willing away really hard
Years on end Hoping against hope
Maybe he sees this boy is fighting hard
Maybe for him to go easy there is some scope

Does he not see how much bloodshed he has already caused
Or does he not see my spiritless body almost paused
My spirit had long been crushed away
Aimlessly this ghost of a ghost ambles
Wondering if he will ultimately wither away

Just a hint of fight left in me
Still fighting away what i feel is unjustly wrong
Why me I keep asking him to say
why have you been punishing me for this long

Tons of times I call you out lemme tell you I am not meek
Its not solutions, its just inner strength I seek
Strength to get what I feel I deserve
Only for you to again me swerve

How long should I toil away
before I really prove myself to you
Or should I simply stop trying one day
Just get up in you face and say F*ck you

Been loving fights the day I was born
Battled through hurricanes, tornadoes and all kinds of storms
Now, I guess this is the ultimate fight you are asking me to partake
For me to fight my own destiny and for my controller to finally break

I promise you this challenge too I will take by
On the verge of collapsing I promise you I wont break without making you cry
Will shatter my existence but wont bend on What I know is true
Who the hell cares if I end up dead....I will still say F*ck you!!!!! (c)