Excitement

Thrills, Highs, Rushes, Somehow seeking Excitement
Where does this energy keep coming from - I am totally spent
Crazy mind, Insatiable hunger or Reckless intent
I fail to understand what on proving I am hell bent

Broken through Doors, Windows and the proverbial Glass Ceilings
Is this just an Adrenaline Rush or a highway to vent my feelings?
Been through the Good, the Bad, the Ugly and the Arcane
Felt like an Angel, a Monster, Indifferent, Insane

Sights, Sounds, Touch and Smell
Been through Heaven, Earth, In between and Hell
Met God, Satan, People with every damn thing to sell
And yet I still lie here wondering where my excitement fell?©

Condemned

Of years gone by lookin back on them to you
Of rains gone by fog inside my head tiny drops of dew
Winters through summer gone away spent alone by me
Seen a million sights already and yet these eyes haven't found what they want to see
Years have gone by and yet why has time stopped in front of me
Walked a million miles already and now again the road points to thee?

Is it no one else that I seem to find
Is there nothing else that appeals to this mind
Am I forever condemned in this tumultuous hell
Lo the devil just came but I have no soul to sell
It died the day you walked away never to look back again
Been living my life a walking lie passing away my days in vain ©